ah shit i had surgery a while ago and have been bed ridden and gained all that fucking weight back shoot me right between the eyes

oh fun story

this has nothing to do with anything but i went out with my friends and the guy i have a ‘thing’ with the other night who’s name is judah and we all got super wasted

judah and i ended up getting into a fight, i cried, caroline and beth got into a fight and stopped speaking to each other, beth cried, brett’s girlfriend, kate, found him alone with 3 other girls and went off, judah and ryan got into a fight, judah almost got arrested, and arik was so drunk that we all had to carry him into his apartment and put him to bed. we all thought he was dead at one point.

by the end of the night, we all hated each other

it was the worst night of my entire life
and I’m never speaking to judah again 

wow okay so i know i haven’t been on here in forever but look
my stomach is almost perfectly flat
hallefuckinglujah 

wow okay so i know i haven’t been on here in forever but look

my stomach is almost perfectly flat

hallefuckinglujah 

30 Day Weight Loss Challenge- Day 7, 8, 9

Do your parents know you’re trying to lose weight? Do they care? 
No, they don’t know I’m trying to lose weight. They wouldn’t care if they knew either. 

Your workout routine.
To be honest, I don’t work out as much as I should. Going to the gym is a nightmare for me because I work at the gym so after I get off work, I don’t wanna stay and work out. And when I do go to work out, people stop me and talk to me/ask me questions while I’m trying. So, mostly I just do little at home stuff. I’m working on my arms and abs right now. 

Did people ever make comments about your weight in a negative way?
Nope. 
Reblogged from motivate to be fit

I just ate two cupcakes. Oh my gosh. 

Ugh the only problem with eating healthy for me is that i’m the pickiest person EVER. And I can’t cook. So, I guess that’s two problems.

Alright, so basically my job is being friends with the customers. We’re supposed to be like ‘family’ and because of that, i am actually very, very close to most of them. I babysit their kids, have dinner with them sometimes, and they were all extremely helpful and supportive when my best friend died not too long ago. So, because of that, on holidays, I get a ridiculous amount of candy. 

plus much, much, much more. Don’t get me wrong, I’m so appreciative of it all, but damn. What am I supposed to do with all this? 

all i want right now is some strawberries. 

all i want right now is some strawberries. 

Reblogged from cigarettes & alcohol